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What ifs

March 24, 2012

I remember telling myself, my life is not my life it is not full of what ifs. I wonder a lot, I tend to ask myself a lot of questions. I don’t know, I don’t want my mind to go idle sometimes, especially when I’m alone. Instead of focusing on stuff that are too negative, I try to question myself with what ifs. Continue Reading

Don’t you wish?

March 17, 2012

Sometimes I wonder how different my life could’ve been if I didn’t look like what I look like right now. Probably, life would be a bit easier. Without all those fake people, crowding around you, pretending to be a friend or someone who looks up to you. Without all those monsters who pretend to be the knight in shining armor or prince charming or even Mr. Real you have been waiting for, pretending to fall for you and then leave you hanging without any warning. Without all those judgmental eyes who don’t let even your tiniest actions pass just so they could criticize you. Continue Reading

On being hated, scrutinized, and talked about

February 16, 2012

The past two weeks have been a whirlwind to my junior life in college. And when I say whirlwind, I mean it literally. (I won’t go on naming all the parties involved, although I have no intention or whatsoever of campaigning. But just to be safe, I’ll just prolly mention the colors and all, and just edit this after the election.) Continue Reading

A new-old me.

January 8, 2012

This year is a year of change for me. By change, I don’t necessarily mean any transformation. Some of the things I have changed or am planning to change, they were already my habits before. I’m just going back to it and apply it to my life again. Continue Reading